Rising Horizion

2011-01-08T16:21:00.000+08:00

check me out at httx.blogspot.com

2010-11-14T12:23:00.002+08:00

(copied)
I WAS HERE. (*waves frantically*)

school is hell;
attended basketball outings;
drowned in project meetings;
went on a romantic dinner w baby;
flooded with lecture notes;
lost my voice, down with sore throat, flu;
flooded with lecture notes;
flooded with lecture notes;
flooded with lecture notes;
cant understand notes.
cant understand notes.
angry with notes;

sorry my life is just about school and home recently.

i want my December break now.

2010-06-12T12:44:00.002+08:00

New laptop!!!!!!!!!! haha finally i have been waiting for this for so so long haha ... anw its been a while ever since i updated so it will be such injustice to just talk about my laptop alone ..

about my life? ... everything is great haha

about my relationship? ... i love her more than ever ...

about the rest? .... just chilling and hopefully uni will be having such a good time in uni haha

2010-04-24T14:52:00.005+08:00

alright i am probably bad at this now it has been so so long ever since i updated my blog hmmm anw now i have the whole house to myself .. something that i really looked forward to ecer sinced my mum told me about her plan of going back to china and leaving me in singapore alone.

it sounds like a really cool idea at first until the something that slipped my mind hit me hard in the face .... HOUSEHOLD CHORES omg ... now then i realised why my mum always grumble when she is doing her chores ... i cant believe after 1 whole day of work(anw i am working as an account assistant now hmmm lousy pay and busy like hell), i still have the do the laundry and (sometimes) iron my formal clothes for work tomor. oh well so mush so for days without parents beside me.

i have been thinking a lot about my grandparents lately ... like how they raised me up when i was young and my parents have to work ... liek how i use to whine for things and they always buy it for me even though their pay is so humble ... like how they literally stocked up a whold balcony fill with food(it winter so food don spoil even if stored outside) just because i am going back for new year for the first time in 14 years. i also thought of my great grandma who taught me how to read and write when i was still in kindergarten. now time not only took away my great grand ma but also caught up with my grandparents ... how i wish i can stop time ... so that perhaps one day i can show them my success and make them proud ... i know to them i am already the best grandson they can ever have and i am grateful to have grandparents like them ...

That is when she told me that she will always be here for me ... just like they were ...

2010-01-22T19:27:00.002+08:00

my army days are finally over and i have someone to thank .....

i want to thank my baby .... dear .... lao po ....

she is the one that woke me up and brighten up my mundane morning (even though by the time she called me i am already awake)

she is the 1 that encourages me when the times are tough and i feel so dejected (even though most of the time she is the one that made me emo)

she is also the person that gave me a reason to rush out of camp (even though she almost made me AWOL some of the times)

she is also the one that tried to make me lose weight during army days( even though she is the one that fed me with most of the food)

all in all,

i love her .... i will treasure her with all that i have (literally)

ORD LO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for all the 2 years of experiences that i have ... good or bad .. it's all over .....

2010-01-05T21:31:00.004+08:00

i just watched this movie called the blind side ... it is really a good movie and please go catch it whenever you get the chance.

anw for ppl who donno who is sandra bullocks ... here she is ...

if one little move can change a person's life just like that ...

a sms changed mine

If you are the one

2009-12-26T00:53:00.002+08:00

i just finished watching this super meaningful movie called If you are the one.

you know actually being the type of guy who will dream of everlasting love, it is pretty hard to meet someone who will fulfill my what my heart wants/needs ...

let me tell you the truth ... so far 3 ladies tried ... no doubt they are the most wonderful person i have ever met but ...

it is not all about how good they are anymore ...
let me put it is a simpler way ... i don't now how to love them anymore ... except for the third one ...

she is more special than anyone i have ever met .. for the reason being ... to begin with, she is not even my type.

she don like to wear heels, she can be pretty fierce at times( most of the times) she cannot be easily tames ... she don cook well (not as good as me) ... she likes to destroy my unnecessary ego ... etc etc

but so happen she have something that i missed out in the other 2 gal ...

she cares for me ... perhaps more than all the things that she use to care about

she wants all the good things for me ... even of that means she may have to scold me and endure through my complains

she loves me ... more than herself perhaps ... more than most of the things that used to matter to her ...

Anw i have this new song to share ...

Nothing ever happened ... Eason Chen

Hey, you once called me your baby
say it for the last time
with all your strength and meaning it this time
Hey, you once promised me the world
but I never asked for it
but I never asked for it
Hey, you once praised me beautiful
why I'd get get weaker
why I would get weaker
oh Please, please dont
I am so scared
scared youre too perfect for me
or am I too naive for you

either way its too late
too late for regrets
Im hurrrrrrt
leave me out of love
leave love out, leave me out
hey, lets just pretend
nothing ever happened
nothing ever happened
nothing nothing ever ever happened

2009-12-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hmmm tomor my dear is going to cook for my mum .... Hope that everything goes well ....

Shall update about tt soon

-- Posted in the train

2009-12-03T20:16:00.001+08:00

This is what it feels like to be in love

New Blogskin ....

2009-11-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

i know this blog skin is a bit niang hahaha .... but don get me wrong i am not getting any unmanly la ... its just that i like this photo ... and the way the gal look out of the window ...

everytime when i travel across the country to visit her ... i feel the sense of sweetness ...

don't ask me why ... just that i look forward to that smile that will greet me once a get across to the other side of Singapore

everytime i look out of the window ... i always piece out that smile with all the clouds in the sky ...

2009-11-22T10:45:00.003+08:00

just fyi the previous post wasn't from me .... haha i look yuan there ok ....

hmmmm anw i don really have a lot of things to blog about .... if not for someone forcing me to blog i won't be doing this ...

sometimes the beauty of something have to appreciated at a distance ...

sometimes the beauty is so hard for you to realise that you walk further and further away it.

in the end you just lost your chance of seeing something so beautiful that you will never forget ...

you just missed that chance ....

就这样简单你走过来
而我终於明白了
自己为何要存在

慢慢的我已经离不开
因为我已爱上你了
没有任何原因的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以後都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

世界宽得有一些无奈
你和我只有一个
该怎么不怕孤单

说好了我们都要勇敢
就算不小心迷路了
也能够听见你的
如果我说爱你能不能永远相信

找到你的幸运多完美(多完美)
所有感觉多特别(多特别)
想带你走到世界边缘(喔)
未来不变

这一天我想跟着你
跟你说你最爱的笑话
我想以後都能在一起

每天想着你已变成习惯
一直幻想你在我身边
牵着你的手我和你甜蜜的走

我和你甜蜜的走

2009-11-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

i love my baby.

2009-10-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile ever since i wrote in this blog haha ...

time do flies it is 2 months more to my ORD ahahah but i still have a big project to settle before my ORD hmmmm hopefully everything will go well ...

well i can still remember my trainee days when i use to hide in my bed with minimum privacy talking to ht. i really missed those days when i cherished all the time when i booked out and also the time when i got to talk to her ... hahaha the "good old days"

it is unlike now when i book out everyday but something is missing hahaha .... i don really know what's missing but i know it is something that i may not be able to get back...

You are so beautiful to me ...

2009-09-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

What is beauty? having big eyes, long legs, nice figure?

or is the the kindness of your heart or the way you treat other ppl?

to it ... it is neither ...

Beauty is how you see ... the way you look into her eyes and just melt ... the way you lie on her laps and feel so secure ... the way you admire the way she wears the clothes you bought for her ...

it is how you look at her feel sorry for old ppl on the streets and you promise her that you will treat her parents so much better
...

it is also how she kisses you just to appease you from being angry with some bad services ...

these are the reasons why ...

you are just so beautiful to me ....

2009-08-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

it has really been a while ever since i swim in any swimmig pool ... i really enjoy the feeling when i am submerged in the pool ... i feels lile the whole world just slowed down and i am just alone with nothing else ...

it is a nice feeling once in a while ...

2009-08-24T19:23:00.003+08:00

Private Post

2009-08-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

Have you ever tried the feeling of being abandoned?

i am having that feeling now ... ironically it is the after the night that you promised me not to take me for granted ...

i don't understand y ... when you are in pain do you need someone to talk to you or someone whom you can vent your anger too ... when you are feeling hot do you need someone to distract you or someone to scold ...

somehow i am always the one to scold ... someone to vent the anger ....

i am just a bag of rubbish ... hai .... unwanted .... useless

Its been awhile ...

2009-08-18T21:43:00.004+08:00

Someone who has been married for 32 years told me this : treat your partner as a friend. Treat her with the similar respect you have given to your friends ...

actually when i think about it .. this is really true ... being over protective, over sensitive has always been my flaw. if only i can treat her like a friend ... but how ... hmmm this is really easier said than done .

being in love with her for 16 plus months now ... and i just can't seem to love her less ...

2009-08-06T23:05:00.003+08:00

Just some random thoughts ...
I just read a very good book named "不想恋爱“ or don't want to be in love

i don know why but i just kind of relates to this character in the story
...

i don't know what is love ... even though i claimed to be loving most of the time ... sometimes i asked myself ... what is love ... why am i doing everything and the end product can't even benefit me ... why am i so happy just to see her smile when the fact is that i just can't stop crying within myself.

I love her ... as the phase suggests ... i have this special emotion for her that cannot be explained just by reasoning ... when you are in something that you can't even reason it out ... you know that you must be in some kind of deep trouble...

she is that trouble ... that deep trouble that i can't get out of ...

but no matter what i say ... when she is not there arguing with me or having cold war with me ...

i feel so alone ...

i guess ... that is love ...

2009-07-19T19:08:00.002+08:00

我并不是想改变这个世界，我只想好好的爱一个人。

可能吗？

真的好难哦。。。

2009-07-07T20:52:00.002+08:00

Man in the Mirror ...

have you ever looked into your mirror and wondered who is that in the mirror ... the person is not you ... the person in the mirror won't have done what you did a moment ago ...
the person is not you ...

have you ever looked into the mirror and wondered why are you the way you are ... just like in the mirror ... fat, thin, good looking ....

mirror, man invented it to take a good look at himself, take a good look at your own flaws ... and change them.

like what MJ said

If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change

i want to be that man in the mirror ...

2009-06-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

Our first 3D movie- Monsters Vs Aliens.

and dinner at the food place after that.

thats how we spent our cosy sunday(=

a letter for your mom...

2009-05-31T21:05:00.003+08:00

this following letter is from my tutee who is currently in the singapore boy's home ...
one day i gave him a essay title of the greater kind of love and he took the chance of writing something for his mom ...
please forgive his language and maybe for once in the long while read this using your heart ...

...... i guess i grew up in a family environment that could not get more typical like the cushy-comfort lifestyle that my mother worked most of her life for that i benefited from without doing much, except listen to what she wanted from and for me, by don't mix with bad company, come home early, get good grades and get myself a good job when i grew up so that i could earn good money to support the family, get married to a good girl, have good children and lead a good life so that i won't disappoint her and make her proud, safe and totally predictable. i don't even blame her because it was for my own good. now, at least i considering the conditions she grew up in and i knew that my mother wanted for me what she could not have.

it became clear that this would only lead me down the path destruction, and this was definitely not what i wanted for myself as a kid with big dreams. i remembered wanting so many things as a businessman, a fitness instructor and a lawyer. all that so that i could be in a position to make a difference to the world. in the moment, i dumped my obsessive need to prove. with the weight off the shoulder, i have more freedom to see my mother in a different light. i should have stopped being angry at her for not paying attention to me and instead, started to pay attention to the way she displayed her love. one of the nest things that happened to me when i realised how fortunate i was to have my mother who loved me and gice me a lot of adviceby doing the things that was not correct and do the right things. but yet i choosed to advoid her by being with my friends. it was amazing to be able to tell her openly that i love her and hug her .

by thinking back just 2 years ago, i was really a silly and ignorant boy. i thought i could fight against the system in the world. i hated studying and being controlled by my mother. my efforts to find someone to give me unconditioned love resulted in continuous heartbreak. getting in touch with this got me to recognise that it was the desperation for my mother's love that was the driving force for me finding love form the remales in my life. for the longest time, i had the longing to tell mu mom how i felt and to start repairing the damage inflicted onto my family but all i managed to do was a few cordial exchanges with her. i was thinking my friends's father passed away from cancer and while breaking the news to her, i broke down. started choking on my tears and mucus and my words peppered with hiccups but there and then, i finally managed to open up to her. i said " mummy, now i really know the importance of you and i do treasure you a lot.i wanted you to take care of your health because i do not want to lose you to some horrible sickness."

All in all, i only wanted to fukfill the unfulfilled dreams of my mother. that sje could not have what she wanted, so i live the lives of her shallow dream which were to get everything that she wated a good education, the benefitsof a good job anf the benefits of other things that did not have. somehting i believed that only by doing certain things than only do i managed to get what she want and not doing so would make me unworthy. as in my comfortable expectations i came to accept only certain forms of expressions and especially when it comes to love, i am sometimes blinded by the ideealized way of expressing love. i love you mom.

....

HAMSTER!!!!

2009-05-20T14:03:00.002+08:00

hehe just a photo

2009-05-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

... and the world will sometimes spit right at you, laughing.

Now, I'm never one to despair for long. I always did use to believe that if you smile at the world, the world would smile back right at you! Someone once told me that my faith in people and the way things may turn out would just come back and bite me in the ass. I guess this time, it really has.

Is it truly that bad, to have a little faith?

A little faith in life ... a little faith in ppl around me ... a little faith in me ...

Tears in my eyes ... smiling still ...

2009-05-15T13:01:00.003+08:00

She wrote this for me ...

shall dedicate this post to my baby♥

Its not a post to boast about how much boyf loves me
or how much Im loving him.
Its a post that serves as a reflection to myself.

Last night, you told me how much you want to spend your remaining life w me
and that sets me to thinking,
just how much have I really done for this relationship
I mean I did try very hard,
Promise you that I'll have no more contacts w some bastards.
But I didnt really do it.

You said I am perfect.
I find that term very disturbing.
Since nobody can be perfect.
why then can I be perfect?
You said that you believe in happily ever after
but I laughed at you and your naiveness.
there is definitely no such thing as happily ever after
those are all commercialised beliefs arent they?

I thought about it seriously
looked back at all those days
and couldnt rem what have I really done for you.
Right, counting about quantity
the number of times you tried to make me smile
the number of times you tried to surprise me
the number of times you tried to tell me hw much i mean to you
they just seem so many

you waited for me at the airport when I came back frm HK
not knowing which terminal which flight timing which plane company Im taking.
still you waited for hours. from evening till midnight

you bought my favourite food for me when I screwed up my exams
yet inside my mind Im thinking tt I cannot juggle both studies & you.

my parents dislike you
and instead of you being upset,
you told me not to give up
one day they will accept you, your nationality.

the care and concern
its always travelling from you towards me.
and this time
let it be from me to you.
let me do something for you.
starting from cancelling somebodies from our lives, hao ma?

<3

2009-05-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Finally after so so long ... i finally decided to update my blog and change my blogskin at the same time.
anw i am like trying my best to earn as much money as i can

someone once told me nothing is more important than money ... nothing( actually there is more than 1 person who told me that)

therefore i shall earn more money to give the person that is more important than money a better life ...

what is important ...

if i choose anything other than money does it means than i am not practical ?

2009-04-11T08:21:00.001+08:00

oh well today is my birthday ... my 20th birthday ...

2009-04-05T08:57:00.002+08:00

Nothing beat this feeling ...

the feeling of being so angry with each other but cant help loving her more ...

the feeling of sadness when you see her leave on the mrt ... so sad that you broad the next train just to sen her home ...

the feeling of hugging her in the cinema while watching your favorite show

the feeling of joy when you put on that ring for her and of course the feeling of her putting it on yours too ...

the feeling of remorse when you scolded her just to realise that she is already tearing

the feeling of happiness when she is standing by your side ... kissing you while taking a picture

the feeling of sweetness when she hold you hand from the behind and leaning so close to you ...

the feeling of her saying that 3 word to you ...

the feeling of giving her the present and see the joy in her eyes

the feeling of her lying on your shoulders crying ...

the feeling of her hugging you so tight while calling you a baby ...

the feeling of us holding hands ...

it has been a year ... i love you ...

2009-03-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

let me cry ...

let me ...

Last night i was thinking of what you said to me,
a tear rolled down my face,

i asked the tear "where are you going"

the tear replied "there's someone so important in your eyes, there is no room for me"

tough times

2009-03-13T12:05:00.002+08:00

actually i really admire the people who can just concentrate and forget about the things that are happening beside the person ...

how i wish i can do that sometimes ...

i want to live again ...

2009-03-04T22:08:00.002+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suite of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dump one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a real get-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love...

well haha i saw this back at my friend's blog

she copied it from my past entry ... and i copied it from some other famous guy ...

oh well ...

haha i don give up easily ....

i can still remember i got rejected the first time i confessed to a gal ... well i survived that can she was made my first ... ( and that was not the last time ... )

i also remember when i lost all my hopes in future studies ... someone helped me and lifted me up

i can also recall the time when i got rejected by life ... i stood up and look ... i am alive

lastly, when i was young and nothing about me seems right ... someone taught and guided me to the right path ...

well ... here i am ... this is me ...

2009-03-02T14:01:00.003+08:00

well i heard this song from American idol season 8 and i really liked it
so here it is

'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

well who knows what is going to happen next in your life , so enjoy it while you can

live life as it is ...
and remember all the things that you once had and lost

Don't Regret ...

2009-02-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

I love watching movies

especially when i am watching the the person that i love

i like looking at that special someone in the midst of the movie when everyone was concentrating on the movie.

there was this guy who always had feelings for this particular gal.
one day he finally summed up the courage to ask her out for a date
she asked him ... what will we be doing?
he replied ... watching movies ba
what will we be watching?

he stumbled and ... and ... said ... you

2009-02-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger;
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

Tribute to my Great Grandma ...

I will always treasure all the ppl around me ...

i wont want to regret only after when i lose them

2009-02-11T19:11:00.002+08:00

Well Valentine's day is around the corner ...

hmmmm shall tell list down my presents soon hehe

2009-02-03T21:14:00.001+08:00

2009-01-29T19:29:00.003+08:00

Allow me to tell you a story ...

this story is special as i doesn't start with a "long long time ago" phase and neither does it involves any villain to spice this story up ...

this i just a story about 3 hours of my life ...

the setting of this story is in an airport ...

a boy was waiting for the love of his life to fly back to singapore ...
he is wearing his new pink shirt just to give this special gal something to notice him about him the moment she steps out of that glass door

well this is not your ordinary wait-and-it-will-happen story as this boy doesn't know when is his gal coming back and neither does he know which plane is she taking ...

it is not that he forgot about the flight, it is this stubborn gal refused to tell this boy anything about this flight as she didn't want him to wait for her since the flight is so late at night.

anw there he is waiting at the airport terminal ... well it must say that he is brave enough to take his chance to wait for her at the terminal even though he is not sure when will she return ...

so he waited from 2130 .... he sat down outside the passenger arrival place and listened to his ipod ... 2230 he saw the plane to arrival but sadly she is not on the plane however the guy sitting beside him saw the gal that he is waiting for and was hugging on tightly to his tearing galfriend ... 2300 he counldn't take the weariness and ordered a cup of irish cuppacinao ...
2330 he finally managed to call through her phone even though no 1 picked up but he is happy because he know that she is back ... 2400 he fially saw her jus when he turned to walk off ... she hugged him and refused to let go ...

well they kissed ... and lookde into each outher's eyes ... you know the rest of the story ....

2009-01-26T09:48:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year ...

even though i am like alone for this new year but i can still feel the happiness of all the ppl around me ... haha

hmmmm the fact that i cant talk to dear yesterday night made me feel so ... so uncomfortable ...

well no choice ma so i can only hope that i can survive through this few days ba ....

Right here waiting

2009-01-25T07:51:00.004+08:00

Hmmmmm looks like someone jus invaded into my blog and canceled my previous entry and added something on her own .... haha

Anw it is new year eve today and i am right here ... sitting here in the middle of my lifeless living room thinking whether is there anything that i can do to get myself back into the festival ... Well i guess i won't be feeling too much difference from last year's new year ba ...

To all the people who is celebrating their new year with their love ones ... treasure ba ... it is something that cannot be taken for granted ... it is only when you don have it then you will feel the loss ....

Happy new year ...

New Year ....

2009-01-24T11:36:00.007+08:00

This will be the loneliest new year ever.

have you ever tried celebrating new year by being alone at home?

i have ... twice ...

before i hide myself in my room .... i just want to tell everyine a very happy new year ...

the new year will be different this year.

because I know, that no matter where dear is, she will think of me every single second. alright maybe not every second, you get my idea, she'll do it whenever often enough to make me smile.

guess i'll sneeze frequently for the next four days.

-sweetheart, i promised that i'll walk the aisle tgt with you. you're never alone<143

what is LOVE

2009-01-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

*What Does Love Mean?*

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK." Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss" Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen." Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate." Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday." Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well." Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore." Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night." Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken." Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford." Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day." Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones." Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you" Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross." Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget," Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child. (Now this will melt your heart.) The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When
his Mother asked him what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

The Kiss

2009-01-10T19:34:00.003+08:00

The story goes ...

it has been a while ever since i broke up with her, i managed to make myself stop think about her ... it wasn't easy but i managed to do it .... at least i think so ...

i met someone along my life without her ... someone who promised not to leave me the way she did ... without a trace ...

Anyway today here i am standing at this place waiting for her to arrive just like the way i use to when i was still with her ...

she called ...

she called me again ... after so long ... she said the person that she left me for, just left her for another gal ... somehow i am not happy ... not at all ...

somehow deep down inside me i don't want her to get hurt ... especially the way i felt after she left me ...

.....

there she is standing at the staircase like she usually would ... looking at me ... with that look in her eyes ... the look that i have long forgotten ... the look that i have tried so hard to forget ...

i walked over to her. without saying a word,she hugged me ... it felt so warm ... yet the warmth felt so foreign ...

she looked at me into my eyes ... and she leaned forward ...

at that moment, i panicked. i can't. i can't allow myself to make another mistake ..

i pulled her away from me, looked at her for the last time and turned ...
without looking back ... because i am afraid that i am not brave enough to walk off just like that ...

so it happened, it rained ...

looking at the pouring sky ... i turned back ... all i can see is her walking into the pouring rain ...

i stoned for a moment ... after that moment ... i ran ...

i ran all the way back to her side and shield her from the heartless rain ...

the reason is because of a promise ... i promised her before that i won't let her be in the rain no matter what ...

a promise is a promise ...

there she was in my arms again ...

she looked at me again

and said

do you remember another promise you made to me ?

you promised that you won't ever push me away de ....

with that she leaned forward again ...

there we were kissing ... embracing each other in the middle of the rain ...

2009-01-04T07:49:00.006+08:00

9 months le ... somehow it doesn't feel like it has been so long and yet it felt like we have been in love since forever ...

9 month of love care concern and all the things that you have given me ... is all the things that i will treasure for the rest of my life ... i know that i am not perfect but the love that i promise you and all the love that you have shown me is ...

9 months le i enjoyed going out with you and trying new thing with you ... like all the adventures, meeting your parents, getting chased out of the library, see you screaming in the cable car, and much much more ....

I love you

my Goregina Celestina .... and ... and tu zi hehe ....

2008-12-31T10:06:00.003+08:00

New year le ... to all the people that helped me anytime throughout the year ...

thank you ...

to my dear that loves me so so much

i will love you with my all ...

new year ...

2008-12-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

well my dear left for malaysia ... hmmmm well even though it is only for the weekend but somehow i missed her more than ever ...

well ppl only start to treasure things when you lost it or when you were about to lose it. but i didn't i treasure all the moments we spent together. the moments when you talked to me every night ... the moment when you cooked for me or the times when i cooked for you or the time that we spend when you lean on my shoulders or the times i looked into your eyes and you turned away shyly...
Omg, i realised the more i write the more i miss you and the more i couldn't stop.

secrets are meant to be kept closed ... forgive me ...

Hotel Mission 2

2008-12-26T09:08:00.004+08:00

Mission 2( detour)

Location: Hilton Hotel ...

Purpose: To examine the standard of the hotel whether it is up to my Dear's standard

Method of infiltration: Walking through the Main Door ( this method never fails)

Opposition faced: The lift that refused to budge when we pressed second floor while all the other floors requires card to access >_<

Observation made: Great security.
Internal shopping mall with great variety of shops ( but the prices ...)
More than sufficient mirrors especially the long mirror in the toilet [IMPT]
Helpful staff that explained to us how the lift worked

Ratings: 4.4/5

Justification: Well the hotel certainly is first class hotel with all the necessary elements to mesmerize my dear however the only bad point about it is that you can't really feel the will for us to choose there, hmmmm, perhaps it is due to the fact that it is compared to fullerton hotel in Mission 1 ba .

2008-12-21T11:14:00.003+08:00

Well today marks the end of my Five days rest from army ...

lets think about what i have done for the past few days ...

well i really cant think of much things expect for worrying about huiting ...

she havent been feeling well since the day i took my leave ...
and she is so upset over the fact that she completely lost her voice( but she is still capable of gossiping happily with zoe and rx )

As for Hotel mission number 2 i have decided to go for

Pan Pacific Singapore ...

Well after the visit to Fullerton Hotel it is really hard to find any other place that can match up to it ...( especially the number of toilet cubicles)

Wish us luck :)

Hotel Mission

2008-12-14T16:17:00.003+08:00

Mission 1

Location: Fullerton Hotel ...

Purpose: To examine the standard of the hotel whether it is up to my Dear's standard

Method of infiltration: Walking through the Main Revolving Door

Opposition faced: N.A.

Observation made: Good security.
Classy interior design
More than sufficient toilet cubicles [IMPT]

Ratings: 4.5/5

Justification: It is not hard to justify this rating as the hotel is simply too good. moreover it gives people the feeling of saying stuff like "i do".

2008-12-05T19:02:00.001+08:00

i donno what to say ...
i don wan to say anything ...
sorry ...

Erasing Memories

2008-11-29T23:11:00.003+08:00

Well finally i have decided to update my ipod on the latest song from my newly configured computer this means that i will have to delete everything away ...

all the momories ...

all the smiles ...

all the tears ...

well i sort of miss the old photos that were use to be inside my i pod for such a long time but i cant deny that i am actually looking forward to all the new photos that i jus put into my i pod

something are meant to be forgotten

but you ...

2008-11-23T10:50:00.000+08:00

Well its hard trying to find sometime to update my blog and someone jus keep pestering me about changing my blog skin ... lol just to clarify .... i am not that much of a jay fan ...

anw i have been really busy lately can't find a time to just settle down and think about stuff ...

i really miss my life in the past ... as a student ... carefree and stuff ....

well cant complain about my life now ... at least i managed to post myself out of that cmi office ...

Dear like i promised you ... i went to your house for the hug and the food that you were craving for :) ...

jia you ok .... nothing can defeat my baby ...

2008-11-16T11:34:00.000+08:00

Sunrise ... Sunset ...

it look so different from the differen angel that you look at it ...

For me sunrise used to be something that i used to miss everyday as i will wake up even earlier than the sun and only reach home after it sets ....

Perhaps that life in the city ... perhaps thagt life that you will have to be when you want oyur life to be better or at least being able to live a decent life...

well for all those who knows that i resent my camp ... haha i have succeeded in posting myself out of my branch ...

life will be tougher but at least i wont be treated like a dog ...

one, you're like a dream come true

Two, just wanna be with you

Three, girl it's plain to see

That you're the only one for me and

Four, repeat steps one through three

Five, make you fall in love with me

If ever I believe my work is done

Then I'll start back at one

2008-11-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

Well this new blog skin is a bit out from what really wanted well at least for now ...

My life now has been pretty unbearable ...

Army couldn't be worse ...

i really can take it anymore ...

but oh well what else can i say ...

hang in there ba ...

Last night I looked up and matched each star with a reason why I love you; I was doing great, until I ran out of stars.

You Ask Me If i Love you...

2008-10-26T10:10:00.000+08:00

It might be all little gal's dream to be able to hold a helium balloon while holding hands with someone who truly loves and cares for her.

Usually this lucky guy would have to be her dad.

when this little gal grow up, and she is no longer a little gal, she won't be holding on to her dad's hands anymore but she will want to hold on to a guy with similiar quality...

when this little gal grow old , she would dream about the times when she was holding on to that balloon and, of course, the person holding on to her hands that that moment.

For some, they might have to recall what happened at that paticular moment when the guy that truly loves and cares for her give her the balloon.

But for the gal that i am talking about ... she doesn't have to recall because i will be here to tell remind you of how much i love you ....

2008-10-23T20:58:00.001+08:00

ive got a very bad feeling that somebody's gonna kill me.. soon(=

2008-10-21T22:07:00.000+08:00

Smile more ....

when you smile, you can make me melt...

melt into you.

2008-10-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

welcome to the real world ....

my real world

魔杰座

2008-10-14T18:19:00.000+08:00

雨停下的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺.
灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

被淋湿的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺.
灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.

我说我不该不该.
不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆...

All in All ....

2008-10-08T22:49:00.000+08:00

I need sometime in Peace ... i need to think about what happened to myself ...

i don get angry easily de but to the one whom i love and care the most ... i actually got angry ... OMG what in the blue hell happened to me

...

kill me ...

OMG what happened to me ....

sorry dear ...

Fine ...

2008-10-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

hehe jus in case people were wondering about my previous post
everything is jus fine ...

"Love puts the fun in together,
The sad in apart,
The hope in tomorrow,
The joy in the heart.

you know what i mean .... =)

No Don't Do This To Me ....

2008-10-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

why ... why do you have to do this to me ... has it been all my fault ... i jus want a chance to talk things out ....

why just why am i sitting here alone trying desprately to call every single number i have of you try to get your voice your sound ... any sound back into my receiver ...

you know i will be heart broken ... you know i will get depressed by what you have done ... but you did it anyway...

why why why... because i fell asleep ...

i tried ... it is 1:24 am now ... what can i say ....i really jus want to talk things out but my brain is shutting down ...

you know i called back immediately

you picked up the phone but you hang it up immediately ...

why why ... don do this to me

" no don do this to me" i said but sounds like my desprate cry isn't for anyone to hear ... all was lost and none was heard...

i regret ....

i regret trying to know why is she emoing

i regret trying to get to know why she don want to share that particular reason with me

i regret having to wake up so early every morning jus to go to my camp and yet tried to stay awake every night jus so thst i can talk to her ...

what can i do now
?

i called everywhere ... her phone ... her house ... her sisters ... what else can i do ...

all is lost at this hour ...

i cant ...

i can't sleep now ...

help me ....

i know i asked that if i am the guy you trust and believed in why can't you share the reason behind those sad and cold tone you are using ....

i know i asked if you prefer what you previous boyfriends did ... leave you alone ...

i know i doubted you ...

i am sorry ...

i purely wanted to share her grief but ended up adding more to what is already there ...

am i useless? ...

who/what am i ........

"NO,DON'T DO THIS TO ME"

What is lost ...

2008-09-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

well finally my com revived, it has been so so long swince my las entry.. well i realised that when ever i feel down or emo ... i will turn to my emo blog to vent everything out ...

i know whatever is lost i cannot take them back but what i can do is to carry on ...

ever try kissing someone and the next thing you know you are feeling numb all over and jus want this feeling to carry on forever?

A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous

Muackx ...

i love you baby ...

2008-09-18T01:14:00.000+08:00

幸福车站没有王子骑着白马　

只有真心的傻瓜 在终点为你盖个家　

风雨都吹不垮　爱到有了白发

You’re still my love

-

its a hidden message where no one understands.

just you and I.

2008-09-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

tell me something people ... is money important ... if given a choice of money and a loving family ... what will you choose ...

will it be the temptation of being able of buying all the thing that you ever wanted ... or will it be the presence of a loving family being there for you when ever you want it

Why is it that most of us when
we have the choice, we choose
money over love? You know
how it goes. You get to know
someone that is real nice.
They seem to have every
thing you want in a mate,
but there is just one problem.
You work with them.

So, why is it that in
a society where so
many people seem to
be looking for love,
that we allow money
to trump love?

puzzled ... lost ... scared ...

2008-09-02T19:55:00.000+08:00

well is has been quite some time ever since my last entry ...

also true that i have neglected this emo blog since i haave got less to emo about

I'm not supposed to love you
I'm not supposed to care
I'm not supposed to live my life
Wishing you were there
I'm not supposed to wonder
Where you are or what you do
I'm sorry, I can't help myself
cause I'm in love with you!

dear, i never regretted my decision to love you ...

now and always...

2008-08-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

im here to say that,

YAng Tian xu is still alive and kicking..

but too bad the computer is not..
which explains why theres NO update from him at all.
(or maybe he;s just LAZY! ;))

anyway, his life is pretty good now.. theres nothing much for him to be emo about. (i guess thats the real reason to why he's not blogging cos it totally defeats the purpose of blogging when this is supposed to be his emo blog)

;D

so rest assured he's well taken care of, except the fact that SOMEBODY (somebodIES to be exact) out there are trying to diffuse him with stupid thoughts of his gf leaving him soon and so on.. WHICH IS DAMN IDIOTIC AND STUPID.

i totally hate NSmen/ Reservice men i tell you. X/

zzz!

anyway one last random comment, its the first time mr yang ate satay beehoon today! how fascinating lah! HAHA(;

-

如果我们能在一起

唱一首歌更会比以前有感情

心有灵犀

就连太平洋也静静在聆听

2008-08-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

[偏偏爱上你]

就是情不自禁爱上你的坏脾气

在我眼裏看来很有个性

就是喜欢听你唠唠叨叨的口气

觉得一字一句都动听

想一想爱情它其实没什麼道理

会不会一辈子让我死心塌地

只有你是如此自然的让我动心

能不能就这样在一起

没有人能代替

偏偏爱上你像是天生注定

没有人能像你

第一眼就让我为你偏心

第一眼就让我为你偏心

第一眼我却偏偏爱上你

2008-08-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm i regretted my outbrust in my previous entry ...

well impulse ....

sorry ...

What am i exactly ...

2008-08-01T21:11:00.000+08:00

Well since i am sometime with me so i was thinking of changing my blog a bit ...

i maybe losing myself a bit nowadays ...

well you see ... well ... nobody sees anything about me or what am i saying ...

how i wish i can lose my mind and just rest ... just kick back everything in my life ... don care about anything ...

am i caring too much ... so much so that i don care about myself le ... so much so that i become a person who is just bothering others ... some 1 so fan so irritating ...

haha after writing everything i cant help laughing at myself .... laughing at how stupid i am .... hahahaha ... mock me ... laugh at me ....

Memories

2008-07-21T07:35:00.000+08:00

Memories is it something that you remember or something you just cant forget ...

In a blink of an eye, i have already served 6 months of NS. Many thing have happened ... i have changed, inevitably.

There are times when i will think back and smile to myself ... all the memories that i have in my mind ...

like the good old sec school times ... when everything was jus so easy, straight forward and innocent ...

the JC times when i met so many ppl ...

the ns times when i grew up ....

trust me, i remembered ...

HELLO hello!

2008-07-13T02:46:00.000+08:00

its the

100th!

Our Anniversary ...

2008-07-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

it is not 1 year
it is not 1 month
it is not 1 day

it is the 100 days that we have been together ...

the happiest 100 days in my life ...

loving her ... my sweetest dear ...

A Different Sky ...

2008-06-29T09:34:00.001+08:00

Well after everything and all ... i have grown up in such a way that i am ready for what is going to lie ahead ... at least i tihnk i am ... even though my life seems so perfect nowadays there are something i wanna say ...

i know i changed ... but i will never ever jus shut you out like that ... you have known me for so long do you really think that i have been lying to you all along ... i didn ... i wont ... and i never will

If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?

Sociology ... My life and all ...

2008-06-15T08:46:00.000+08:00

This week has been so so hactic. I believe when you lose some you will get some, it is all in the rule book of this world, it is written as "you jus cant have it all".

I fainted in tekong... almost ... i was send to the hospital immediately ... NUH ... hosptalised ...

jus when i thought i was about to lose everything ... i received all the calls and sms from all my friends.

thanks Shu Zhen ... thanks FSG ... Thanks all my course mates ... Thanks my dear ....

Perhaps ... Love ...

2008-06-08T13:31:00.000+08:00

She say she have been waiting her whole life for me ... that she would love me and take caere of me till the end of time.

She was so tall and so pretty. So strong and so gentle. there were tears in her eyes. i felt like i belonged with her forever. it was perfect.

Even before i know what is love all about i realised i had this image of love suppose to be. My most primal memories of what love is-how effortlessly love arrives, how blissful it feels, how easy and natural and magical it is-those were the perfect moments with my mom.

Growing up, Mom reained as the perfect gal. She could cook anything out of nothing, heal anything,answer anything, do all the chores despite her job, stand up against all the bullies i met along the way. She gave me my life, my ambitions, my dreams. She hid candys up on the shelves jus to finish later all by herself.

even to this day Mom will ocassionally slip a ywenty dollar note jus t make sure i have enough to spend inmy daily life.

And so, with my mom as my ideal, the hunt begun, or shoiuld i say it has already ended. Just like in the fairy tales, a cinderella appeared in my life, loving me taking care of me and making me feel confident everyday of my life.

Even when i am down, even when i am ill, even when i look down on myself, she is right there standing beside me loving me like no one ever done before.

I dedicate this post to my cinderella ofr measuring up to the impossible and also my mom for loving me with her everything for the past 19 years.

20 Questions

2008-06-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

1)If you have a chance to go out with the person you like or celebrities,what would you do?
-Watch sunrise and sunset

2)How do you feel now?
-extremely loved by ... ahemhem

3)If you could fulfil one wish,what would it be?
- grant my cinderalla her greatest wish

!4)Who are you thankful to?
-everyone who once believed in me

5)Important wishes for now.
- GET INTO A UNI COURSE

6)If you could turn something back to the past,what would it be?
- study harder in j 1 and should not have been distrated by all the other things

7)What are the main priorities now?
-GET INTO A UNI COURSE

8)What makes you happy?
-wednesdays fridays and saturdays.
-every morning at 5.50am.

9)Have you ever thought about what you want to be when you are older?
-YES!

10)What song can represent your feelings now?
-tian shi ji du de sheng huo

11)What kind of person you HATE most?
-i hate ppl who dont pay attention to me hai .....

12)Is there anything you wish to confess now?
- I LOVE MY CINDERALLA

13)who do you like currently?
- Fairy tales

14)Who would you go to if you are feeling low?
-My blog, my friends, my cinderlla

15)What do you hope to achieve?
-to bring the love of my life to paris for honeymoon :)

16)What age do you want to get married?
-hmm. 25? 26? 27?

17)Who do you regret most in your life?
-my great great grandma ... i missed her ... didn even managed to see her before she passed away last year ...

18)Who made you angry this few days?
- haha sembawang camp

19)Would you prefer to go out with your partner or friends?
-depends. but i admit im quite 重色轻友。HEHE! bOO!

20)What kind of wish do you think is the most stupid?
-wishing to get more wishes ...

2008-05-30T22:35:00.000+08:00

hai .... wondering who really know how i feel now

i really cant take it le .... i jus feel like losing myself ...

running away ....

escape from everyone ....

if only i can ...

why why why ...

i am jus a failure ...

hai don bother ...

jus ranting ...

ranting ...

ranting ...

2008-05-25T09:10:00.000+08:00

"WHAT EACH KISS MEANS"
- Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together .
- Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends.
- Kiss on the Hand: I adore you.
- Kiss on the Neck: I want you, now.
- Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect.
- Kiss on the Lips: I LOVE YOU...
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WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS:
- Holding Hands: We definitely like each other.
- Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you.
- Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are.
- Playing with Hair: Let's fool around.
- Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go.
- Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.
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ADVICE:
- If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely
in Love.

and guess wht guys ....

i am in love

2008-05-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

Ok it has been a long long time ever since i post somehting up myself ... mostly because lately there is jus nothing for me to post onto my emo blog as there is really nothing for me to be emo abt ...

Quite a lot of things happened and some almost moved me to tears, some just made me wonder about human nature ...

Dedicated to my cinderella ...

112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

i love you, my dear ...

say it again

2008-05-16T12:24:00.001+08:00

The thing about love is I never saw it comin'
You kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wonderin'
Is this true, I wanna hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Get just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again

The thing about you (about you)
Is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there's no end in sight
The thing about me is that I really wanna let you (wanna let you)
Open that door (open that door)
And walk into my life

Move in a little closer
(just a little closer)
Take it to a whisper
(woah)
Just a little louder
(yeah)

Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are
Tellin' me that i'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

And it feels like
It's the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never
In my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say It again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels
When you are tellin' me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say It again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again
(oh)

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

Say it again
Say it again
Say it again

When you tell me you're in love
Say it again

2008-05-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

even if an item may be lost, the rest are still intact. the hands held, the concern given, the love showered..

a ring may link two person together, but its your hands your heart that bring us to the extra mile..

Sweetheart, I may lose some things muddlehead-ly, but ive realised another thing today..
that i cant do without you. and it pains me to see your back searching over my muddlehead-ness in the dark..

i<3you

2008-05-04T19:57:00.000+08:00

For oncein my life i ask you guys who read my blog to tag ... please jus this once ....

what do you guys think of me ....

jus honest comments ....

good or bad ... and thing will do

jus trying to know something for myself ...

2008-05-04T12:32:00.000+08:00

ok i haven been feeling so well lately because of all the bordom and all the unhealthy life style i have been in but there is noe thing that left me hangin on ...

never loved anyone like that ...

so intense and sweet love ....

haha, lucky me.

happy first month & happy birthday too ...

to my future wife, my baby, my dearest Dear

2008-04-27T22:14:00.001+08:00

Let me hold your hands ...

and we will be able to pull through everything ...

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

Dear, there is a lot of times that I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you

A hero is someone that can see death everyday, and still have hope for the world

2008-04-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

True strength is keeping everything together when everyone expects you to fall apart.

一面天真无邪，一面看透凡尘。

2008-04-25T00:49:00.000+08:00

曾几何时，我们已经丧失了童年的稚嫩、幼小时的天真。

小时候的简单，儿时的平凡早已逝去。。

是社会的现实改变了我们吗？

还是在内心深处，我们渴望富贵。渴望奢侈。

我不要长大，我还要在海边玩耍。

我才不要到海边思索人生方向。

我只想在海边和你手牵手，直到天黑。。。

真正的爱,在自己心间

2008-04-23T07:47:00.000+08:00

那是一个忙碌的早晨，大约八点半，医院来了一位老人，看上去八十多岁，是来给拇指拆线的。

他急切地对我说，9点钟他有一个重要的约会，希望我能照顾一下。

　　我先请老人坐下，看了看他的病历。心想，如果按照病历，老人应去找另一位大夫拆线，但那至

少得等一个小时。出于对老人的尊重，正好当时我有一点空闲时间，我就来为老人拆线。我拆开纱

布，检查了一下老人的伤势，看到伤势基本已经愈合，便小心翼翼地为老人拆了线，并为他敷上一

些防止感染的药。在治疗过程中，我和老人攀谈了几句。我问他是否已经和该为他拆线的大夫约定

了时间。老人说没有，他知道那位大夫9点半以后才上班。我好奇地问："那你还来这么早干什么

呢？"老人不好意思地笑道："我要在9点钟到康复室和我的妻子共进早餐。"

　　这一定是一对恩爱的老夫妻，我心里猜想，话题便转到老人妻子的健康上。老人告诉我，妻子已

在康复室待了相当长一段时间，她患了老年痴呆症。谈话间，我已经为老人包扎完毕。我问到："如

果你去迟了，你妻子是否会生气？"老人解释说："那倒不会，至少在5年前，她就已经不知道我是谁

了。"

　　我感到非常惊讶："5年前就已经不认识你了？你每天早晨还坚持和她一起吃早餐，甚至不愿意

迟到一分钟？"老人笑了笑说："是啊，每天早上9点钟与我的妻子共进早餐，是我最重要的一次约

会，我怎么能失约呢？"

　　"可是她什么都不知道了啊！"我几乎脱口而出。

　　老人再次笑了，笑得有点甜蜜，仿佛又回到了几十年前两人恩爱无比的甜蜜日子里，老人一字一

句地对我说："她的确已经不知道我是谁了，但是，我却清楚地知道她是谁!"

　　听了老人的话，我突然想掉眼泪，我心中默想：这不正是我和很多人一生都在期望的那种爱吗？

真正的爱，未必浪漫，但一定是真挚的；真正的爱，在自己心间。

24 Hours ...

2008-04-20T10:40:00.001+08:00

Time 24 hours ...

don ever want this feeling of losing something permenantly again

Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's
called falling in love, because you don't force
yourself to fall, you just fall ...

2008-04-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

I am sorry

天

2008-04-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

有人说： "你不可以觉得伤心，天会伤心的。”

I didnt realise,
that I owned the sky since a long long time ago.
and now,
when I look at the sky,
I can see love in his eyes.

dinner

2008-04-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

you never know how much this can mean to me.
just like how important you are in my heart.

2008-04-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

I used to despise this sentence which reads, "a picture speaks a thousand words."

because clearly a picture without a story behind it is just another ordinary picture, with no meaning to the rest.

Ironically, I now realise that a simple picture can mean everything to us for there are alot of joint memories behind.

how contradicting can my point be?

anyway, here it goes..

"next time i'll bring you to the bird park LAHH" (:

jollysandys, nissin noodles, ~~BAN MIAN~~ mian fen kway.

(lighters and me do not coexist.)

HApPy NINETEENTH! cheers!XD

ps.

SPOT CHECK?
(ive already doublechecked)

My Birthday ...

2008-04-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

Because of you ...

I truly loved ...

Because of you ....

I lived my life ...

Because of you ...

I never forgets all our moments ...

All because of you ...

Someday your princess will come. Mine just took a wrong turn, got lost, and is too stubborn to ask for directions. And when she finally came, she stunned me with her everything.

2008-04-04T19:28:00.000+08:00

Every time I say I love you...

I'm really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I'm trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you", I'm trying to remind you that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

What Is Love

2008-03-29T09:45:00.000+08:00

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back.

2008-03-25T19:27:00.000+08:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Right Or Wrong

2008-03-22T09:51:00.001+08:00

在错误的时间遇到正确的人是一种无奈

The reason I know you don't love me, is because the day I walked out your door, you didn't stop me.

2008-03-20T07:55:00.000+08:00

I'm going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like it's all a dream, and pretend it's not hurting me.

2008-03-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

Thank you for being there when i am feeling so lost and helpless ...
Thank you for being my light, guiding me through my dark times
Thank you for being with me when i really need someone to just be there and be with me ...

Gratitude

She said "I'm afraid of falling..." and he whispered "I have wings"