Thursday, March 23, 2006
Sometimes life is jus part of a very ironical drama . i agree to it and i experenced it myself.
Actually i was pretty downcast nowadays . i really wanted something to rely on . i think someone up there heard my prayers and glmme friends and a great cca ,a place where i can find laughter and fun .i place where i can enjoy .
As usual things ain't always what i wanted and hoped to have . My chinese orchestra pres actually told me tt as a dsa student i cannot join a second cca . wwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaa laaaaaaaaooooo .
honestly i really like tourism club la . to me it is the best cca . now i cannot even go to its only meeting on wed .how sad can it get.
I lost something really important in my life already ,. it is so difficult for me to get out of tt depression . Just when thought i was ok already ,whoever up there gotta play another cruel joke with me .........
tt almost crashed my heart ( i am not exaggerating tc is reaaly something tt i look forward to )
luckily i still got my friends and my mei haha
all thanks to them i am still able to stand up and able to be face my failures and difficults .
i still miss her . when the night has come and the land is dark and the moon is the only light u will see . i feel empty ,i feel like i am even deprived of oxygen . this feeling is not fading .
pls tell how ,tell me .....................
what we could have been, 9:21 pm.
Saturday, March 18, 2006
All of them . each and every one of them have things tt is kept deep down in their hearts.
recently met up with one of my friend and had a real good chat , then i realised how ppl react to different things under different situation .
some choose to hide ,some face it , some don noe how to solve it and just pretned nothing has happened . i am facing problems lately too . at first i tried to hid ,tried toconvince myself tt this world is still the same .
It is hard .it is very hard to pretend every thing when things changed from bad to worse.
now i decided to face it i decided to tell myself tt this world is still beautiful .
some ppl believe tt there is something called fate but when fate fails u don hid in your little area and pretend ,step up and u will discover something more.
to all those now still trying to escape from their porbs, tell ur self things are not wat it meant to be . u have the ability to change it .do it .change it .enjoy life
what we could have been, 11:17 am.
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Believe in your dreams and it will get you somewhere.When someone shatters your dream with just one single blow , wounds would not heal so easily.Only time . Only time will heal it.
I believe tt every single one has a inner self , a inner self tt is totally different from your daily self .
Is it tt hard to be your self?For me ,yes
Things around me are changeing , both the environment and ppl . Only thing unchanged is my heart ............................
But what is the use when all the rest have changed
what we could have been, 8:21 am.
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Things are jus changing not only ppl around me but also feelings i swear i didn change . not at all. but other ppl change
what we could have been, 11:42 pm.
