Sunday, June 29, 2008
Well after everything and all ... i have grown up in such a way that i am ready for what is going to lie ahead ... at least i tihnk i am ... even though my life seems so perfect nowadays there are something i wanna say ...
i know i changed ... but i will never ever jus shut you out like that ... you have known me for so long do you really think that i have been lying to you all along ... i didn ... i wont ... and i never will
If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?
what we could have been, 9:34 am.
Sunday, June 15, 2008
This week has been so so hactic. I believe when you lose some you will get some, it is all in the rule book of this world, it is written as "you jus cant have it all".
I fainted in tekong... almost ... i was send to the hospital immediately ... NUH ... hosptalised ...
jus when i thought i was about to lose everything ... i received all the calls and sms from all my friends.
thanks Shu Zhen ... thanks FSG ... Thanks all my course mates ... Thanks my dear ....
what we could have been, 8:46 am.
Sunday, June 08, 2008
She say she have been waiting her whole life for me ... that she would love me and take caere of me till the end of time.
She was so tall and so pretty. So strong and so gentle. there were tears in her eyes. i felt like i belonged with her forever. it was perfect.
Even before i know what is love all about i realised i had this image of love suppose to be. My most primal memories of what love is-how effortlessly love arrives, how blissful it feels, how easy and natural and magical it is-those were the perfect moments with my mom.
Growing up, Mom reained as the perfect gal. She could cook anything out of nothing, heal anything,answer anything, do all the chores despite her job, stand up against all the bullies i met along the way. She gave me my life, my ambitions, my dreams. She hid candys up on the shelves jus to finish later all by herself.
even to this day Mom will ocassionally slip a ywenty dollar note jus t make sure i have enough to spend inmy daily life.
And so, with my mom as my ideal, the hunt begun, or shoiuld i say it has already ended. Just like in the fairy tales, a cinderella appeared in my life, loving me taking care of me and making me feel confident everyday of my life.
Even when i am down, even when i am ill, even when i look down on myself, she is right there standing beside me loving me like no one ever done before.
I dedicate this post to my cinderella ofr measuring up to the impossible and also my mom for loving me with her everything for the past 19 years.
what we could have been, 1:31 pm.
Saturday, June 07, 2008
1)If you have a chance to go out with the person you like or celebrities,what would you do?
-Watch sunrise and sunset
2)How do you feel now?
-extremely loved by ... ahemhem
3)If you could fulfil one wish,what would it be?
- grant my cinderalla her greatest wish
!4)Who are you thankful to?
-everyone who once believed in me
5)Important wishes for now.
- GET INTO A UNI COURSE
6)If you could turn something back to the past,what would it be?
- study harder in j 1 and should not have been distrated by all the other things
7)What are the main priorities now?
-GET INTO A UNI COURSE
8)What makes you happy?
-wednesdays fridays and saturdays.
-every morning at 5.50am.
9)Have you ever thought about what you want to be when you are older?
-YES!
10)What song can represent your feelings now?
-tian shi ji du de sheng huo
11)What kind of person you HATE most?
-i hate ppl who dont pay attention to me hai .....
12)Is there anything you wish to confess now?
- I LOVE MY CINDERALLA
13)who do you like currently?
- Fairy tales
14)Who would you go to if you are feeling low?
-My blog, my friends, my cinderlla
15)What do you hope to achieve?
-to bring the love of my life to paris for honeymoon :)
16)What age do you want to get married?
-hmm. 25? 26? 27?
17)Who do you regret most in your life?
-my great great grandma ... i missed her ... didn even managed to see her before she passed away last year ...
18)Who made you angry this few days?
- haha sembawang camp
19)Would you prefer to go out with your partner or friends?
-depends. but i admit im quite 重色轻友。HEHE! bOO!
20)What kind of wish do you think is the most stupid?
-wishing to get more wishes ...
what we could have been, 10:41 pm.
