Sometimes life is jus part of a very ironical drama . i agree to it and i experenced it myself.

Actually i was pretty downcast nowadays . i really wanted something to rely on . i think someone up there heard my prayers and glmme friends and a great cca ,a place where i can find laughter and fun .i place where i can enjoy .

As usual things ain't always what i wanted and hoped to have . My chinese orchestra pres actually told me tt as a dsa student i cannot join a second cca . wwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaa laaaaaaaaooooo .

honestly i really like tourism club la . to me it is the best cca . now i cannot even go to its only meeting on wed .how sad can it get.

I lost something really important in my life already ,. it is so difficult for me to get out of tt depression . Just when thought i was ok already ,whoever up there gotta play another cruel joke with me .........

tt almost crashed my heart ( i am not exaggerating tc is reaaly something tt i look forward to )

luckily i still got my friends and my mei haha

all thanks to them i am still able to stand up and able to be face my failures and difficults .

i still miss her . when the night has come and the land is dark and the moon is the only light u will see . i feel empty ,i feel like i am even deprived of oxygen . this feeling is not fading .

pls tell how ,tell me .....................

All of them . each and every one of them have things tt is kept deep down in their hearts.
recently met up with one of my friend and had a real good chat , then i realised how ppl react to different things under different situation .
some choose to hide ,some face it , some don noe how to solve it and just pretned nothing has happened . i am facing problems lately too . at first i tried to hid ,tried toconvince myself tt this world is still the same .
It is hard .it is very hard to pretend every thing when things changed from bad to worse.
now i decided to face it i decided to tell myself tt this world is still beautiful .



some ppl believe tt there is something called fate but when fate fails u don hid in your little area and pretend ,step up and u will discover something more.


to all those now still trying to escape from their porbs, tell ur self things are not wat it meant to be . u have the ability to change it .do it .change it .enjoy life

Believe in your dreams and it will get you somewhere.When someone shatters your dream with just one single blow , wounds would not heal so easily.Only time . Only time will heal it.


I believe tt every single one has a inner self , a inner self tt is totally different from your daily self .

Is it tt hard to be your self?For me ,yes

Things around me are changeing , both the environment and ppl . Only thing unchanged is my heart ............................

But what is the use when all the rest have changed

Things are jus changing not only ppl around me but also feelings i swear i didn change . not at all. but other ppl change

Profile

Sky
All along the horizon.

Tagboard

Tunes

▪
▪

Exits

Archives

March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 June 2010 November 2010

Credits