Wednesday, April 25, 2007
When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears.
When you are worried, I will give you hope.
When you are confused, I will help you cope.
And when you are lost, and can't see the light,
I will be your beacon, shining ever so bright.
This is my oath; I pledge to the end.
Why you may ask?
Because you are my lover
Forever and Ever ...
Now ... just attended the contact time talk just now and now just rattling some stuff that i feel about what the speaker said ...
Does true love truly exist in this world ...
Well ... to me it do ...
what we could have been, 5:34 pm.
Sunday, April 22, 2007
A story ...
There was once a guy who was very much in love with a girl. He folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to her. Although at that time he was just a small fry in his company and his
future didn't seem too bright he was contented with what he had.. for he was in love.. and they were both happy together..
Until one day, this girl told him she was going to leave the country for Paris and try to live a new life there with no intention of returning back. She also told him that she cannot visualize any future for both of them because he was poor and he had no dreams. He couldn't believe what he just heard and couldn't help but cry. She was his dream, his love, his friend.. she was his everything..
Just when he thought he had it all he gets to experience the true side of the world.. with all it's misery in it..
But love is being able to accept the truth no matter how it hurts.. She broke his heart and yet he still loves her..
Days have passed, months have gone by and yet his feelings for her has always stayed the same..
He worked hard night and day to put his mind off the past..
He wanted to prove her wrong about the fact that he has no dreams.. he can be somebody someday..
Finally with all the hard work and help from his friends, he was able to build his own company..
One rainy day, while he was driving along the highway, he saw an old couple sharing an umbrella in the rain while heading to some destination. It didn't take him a while to recognise them for they seemed familiar to him.. they were his girl's parents..
He drove back to them.. slowly.. to show them how his life has changed. how successful he has become.. he's got his own car, house, company.. he's got it all..
But what he saw next confused him. The couple were heading to a cemmetery. Out of impulse he went out of the car and followed them.
She was there.. his heart pounded so fast for he couldn't believe what he was seeing.. He felt the warmth of his tears thrickling down his cheeks.. He was crying in the rain..
He saw his girl's photograph smiling sweetly at him.. from her tombstone.. next to the paper cranes he once gave her.
Her parents felt his presence and looked back at him. Out of confusion he asked them why.. and how did all this happend..
She did not leave for Paris for she was ill with cancer, it was her cliché. She believed that he will make it someday and she didn't want to be his obstacle. All she ever wanted was to be with him.. but she chose to leave him to spare him from her suffering and frustrations..
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you at all.
She wanted
her parents to put his paper
cranes beside her, because, if the day
comes when fate brings him near to her again... he will remember how much she loved him and how much he meant to her...
Once you have loved someone, you will always love her.. forever. For what's in your mind and heart will remain forever.
He cried in silence and whispered... "I thought I almost had it all.. now i know what was missing.. you.."
what we could have been, 5:50 pm.
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Every time when i look back ... i see beautiful memories ...
Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret, because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past. And sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn't do.
Never regret anything because at one time it was what you wanted.
what we could have been, 12:13 pm.
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Angel .....
Thank you for being in my life ...
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live a day without you.
what we could have been, 12:36 pm.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
When I first met you
You reached out to shake my hand
When I got to know you
You reached out to understand my mind
When I liked you, you reached out and touched my heart..
When I loved you, you reached out and touched my soul...
When I thought I had nothing
I had everything when I had you...
If we're meant to be together
Let it be...
If fate wants us to be forever
Let's wait and see...
I fear that someday you might leave me because you realize you can do better
I fear that something is going to stand in our way and we will slowly drift apart
I fear that you won't call me or will get tired of who I am
I fear that you might realize how you've compromised for me
I fear that some one is going to steal you away
I fear that something inside of you is going to get annoyed with all the little things you used to love
I fear that one day something is going to happen and God will take you away from me
But your constant reassurance did wonders to my heart ...
I love you ... now and ever...
what we could have been, 11:47 am.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
-- what is love ? --Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within
your chest??
-it isn`t love, it`s like.
You can`t keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right??
-it isn`t love, it`s lust.
Are you proud, and eager to show them off?
- it isn`t love, it`s pride.
Do you want them because you know they`re there??
-it isn`t love, it`s loneliness.
Are you there because it`s what everyone wants??
-it isn`t love, it`s loyalty.
Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand??
-it isn`t love, it`s low confidence.
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t want to hurt
them??
-it isn`t love, it`s pity.
Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat??
-it isn`t love, it`s infatuation.
Do you pardon their faults because you care about them??
-it isn`t love, it`s friendship.
Do you tell them every day that they are the only one you think of??
-it isn`t love, it`s a lie.
Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake??
-it isn`t love, it`s charity.
Does your heart ache and break when they`re sad??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you cry for their pain, even when they`re strong??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and
relation pulls you close and holds you there??
-then it`s l o v e.
Do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who they are??
-then it`s l o v e.
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret??
-then it`s l o v e.
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death??
I will ............................
When you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right,"
but what im really saying is "do you really think so?"
When you say good job i say "thanks"
but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice."
When you say we'll be together forever I say "I hope so"
but what im really saying is "I hope forever never ends."
When you say I love you I say "I love you too"
but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that."
When you say that I dont care I say "yes I do"
but what Im really saying is
"I care for you more than you'll ever know."
what we could have been, 11:56 am.
