Wednesday, March 25, 2009

let me cry ...

let me ...

Last night i was thinking of what you said to me,
a tear rolled down my face,

i asked the tear "where are you going"

the tear replied "there's someone so important in your eyes, there is no room for me"

what we could have been, 10:48 pm.

Friday, March 13, 2009

actually i really admire the people who can just concentrate and forget about the things that are happening beside the person ...

how i wish i can do that sometimes ...

i want to live again ...

what we could have been, 12:05 pm.

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defences, you build up a whole suite of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dump one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a real get-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love...

well haha i saw this back at my friend's blog

she copied it from my past entry ... and i copied it from some other famous guy ...

oh well ...

haha i don give up easily ....

i can still remember i got rejected the first time i confessed to a gal ... well i survived that can she was made my first ... ( and that was not the last time ... )

i also remember when i lost all my hopes in future studies ... someone helped me and lifted me up

i can also recall the time when i got rejected by life ... i stood up and look ... i am alive

lastly, when i was young and nothing about me seems right ... someone taught and guided me to the right path ...

well ... here i am ... this is me ...

what we could have been, 10:08 pm.

Monday, March 02, 2009

well i heard this song from American idol season 8 and i really liked it
so here it is

'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know

I'm Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

well who knows what is going to happen next in your life , so enjoy it while you can

live life as it is ...
and remember all the things that you once had and lost

Don't Regret ...

what we could have been, 2:01 pm.