Sunday, August 20, 2006
I wont want any1 to be sad in this world ... i want everyone to be as happy as me or at least be like as happy as what i am appeared to be ... This really sounds so idealistic but it is sort of like my dream ... even though i may not be a entertainer but i entertains ppl to make them feels better .... i may not be the clown that runs around in a circus but i dont mind looking stupid jus to make ppl laugh... i may not be a magician on stage but swear that i can do magic in ppl's life....to all those who read my previous post... haha dont worry i am ok already ... i realised no matter how stormy my life is ... it never just ends there.... so when i am moving on i just have to leave something behind ... but no fear no matter what i leave behind it will not be my friends as i treasure each and everyone of them .. they are part...no no .... they are my life without them i would have just gone down without a trace .... Thanks a billion
Life revolves around studies nowadays... really not something that i wanted but it looks i dont really have much of a choice haha
Mugging time .....
- It's not true that life is one damn thing after another; it is one damn thing over and over.
- Edna St. Vincent Millay
what we could have been, 6:03 pm.
Monday, August 14, 2006
A storm in my life is coming and i can see it ....
Haha no matter what in my life is going crazy ..... there is nothing more crazy than me
there are too many thing going on in my life right now (again)....
it is not like i wanted it but all seems to be right here in one place .... in my heart .... whatever it is or whoever it is ... i just have to sort it out with myself and most importantly , my heart......
when you are the conductor of an orchestra , you have to turn your back to the crowd.... when you are the conductor of your own life , sometimes you will have to turn away from the ppl you love....sometimes turning away is not a way to hide your tears but also a way to let the person you love not to cry with you when she saw you cry.....
i maybe unlike the other ppl in this world, to me everyone makes up my world.... to other ppl i am jus another clown that entertains...... i really don want my life to be just a life lived for oher ppl , i want to inspire ppl ... i want ppl to remember me, not as a clown but as a person who can touch the heart of other ppl .....
Reality is the name we give to our disappointments.
Sky........lost......
what we could have been, 10:54 pm.
