
My life now is like tt hole in the photo no matter how hard i try to fill it in with things and activities , there are still gaps and emptiness in my life.
Ppl say i should not be sad over this as i was too fortunate in the past. so even if i lose something v important in life , i am still better off than a lot of other ppl.
Those comforting words aren't working on me at all. because tt sudden sense of loss is stronger than ever. she once said tt she will never leavve me i thought it is true and i never suspected it ever before.
now i noe something else : i noe tt each and every thing in this world is ever changing. Even if this is something tt is 'permanent' is will change with time .
i cant say tt it is wrong it is good tt she can leave me . i have nothing more to give to her . if she can do better off without me ,then i am happy to leave her .
Good times are meant to be remembered . Bad times are meant to be reflected.
To me i remember all those good times in my life , but i am still confused why ,why does this has to happen ?
what have i done wrong ? tell me please , anyone.
what we could have been, 12:34 pm.