
Well thing are going real fine nowadays ( except for my studies )hehe. Well it doesnt matter i noe that i can still do it as in still score if i study ( at least i hope so )
well a lot of things are forcing me to prolong my time to update my blog as i still got gpp ,tc and co practices . so actually u can say that my life is really very packed with things that i have to do weather i have to do it or not.
when i face some diffculties , i often say that why does shen have to trick me . why does shen have to let me experience the irony of life . but when i put myself into other people's situation i think i am a lot better. I promised myself that i will change and i did . i am now a person with a big heart , a big heart to forgive and forget.did i manage to do it ? well see for yourself then .
I don want to be alone i suddenly fear loneliness especially the loneliness of the night . i dread the feeling of being let alone at the verge of breaking down . i am really very tired i only hope that my faith in myself and my team mates can carry me through
and to all those who care about me THANKS A LOT you guys are he power that pulled me through the diffcult times...... If not for you guys (and gals) i would have fallen down ..... u people are my angel i wil treasure u all
what we could have been, 9:27 am.