Monday, August 14, 2006
A storm in my life is coming and i can see it ....
Haha no matter what in my life is going crazy ..... there is nothing more crazy than me
there are too many thing going on in my life right now (again)....
it is not like i wanted it but all seems to be right here in one place .... in my heart .... whatever it is or whoever it is ... i just have to sort it out with myself and most importantly , my heart......
when you are the conductor of an orchestra , you have to turn your back to the crowd.... when you are the conductor of your own life , sometimes you will have to turn away from the ppl you love....sometimes turning away is not a way to hide your tears but also a way to let the person you love not to cry with you when she saw you cry.....
i maybe unlike the other ppl in this world, to me everyone makes up my world.... to other ppl i am jus another clown that entertains...... i really don want my life to be just a life lived for oher ppl , i want to inspire ppl ... i want ppl to remember me, not as a clown but as a person who can touch the heart of other ppl .....
Reality is the name we give to our disappointments.
Sky........lost......
what we could have been, 10:54 pm.
