Monday, January 01, 2007
Nowadays i have been so busy with life that i did get the chance to blog about my own life at all. All the time i have been wondering if my life has been a successful one or not ... trust me, it is the hardest question that i have ever tried to solve ....Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe
I have been watching this show(1 litre of tears) on you tube and it touched me deeply.... sometimes even when it seems hopeless to believe in anything because you just knew it that it is some sort of impossible to happen.... well believe in it anyway... even though the result of your faith may just be some disappointment , it doesn't even matter because at least you knew what you really wanted and you worked for it ... I still remember what the actress said when she was forced to leave her dream school to go to some disabled school.... she said in front of the class that for her to be able to be smiling in front of the class when telling them the decision that she made... she must have at least cried 1 litre of tears .... this just makes me wonder, is it worth it to be strong when you meet crisis, is it worth it to smile even though you know that none of the thing seems to be going right, is it worth it to be hide everything in your heart so that the people will not cry with you.... i don't know . i cannot answer it myself.
Lately i am pretty much crazy over stand up comedy. The one that really left me a deep deeo impression is a show by Carlos Mencia.
He said that people just argue over stupid things... like a couple can argue over who to switch off the lights before they sleep or which television programme to watch ... this all seems senseless to argue over ... but they argue over it nevertheless... when night falls no efforts have been made to salvage anything because you knew there is always tomoro to patch things up... when morning comes and things are still bad ... you went off to work with out the usual goodbye kiss .. but it didn't bother you much because you know that there is always tonight... you know that tonight you can still make things right again ... but who knows ... so happen just so happen ... that day you happen to be at the 90th floor in that 911 building when it all happens ... the last thing you wanted to do is to call your loved ones to tell him or her that you are sorry and you really missed last night ...
Live life with no regrets ... because sometimes ... Just sometimes
what we could have been, 11:10 am.
