Friday, January 26, 2007
There is always love in this world ... spread it ... to the world.
Hope is a waking dream.
I don mind living in this dream as long as i know that in the dream there are your shadow in my dream land ....
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived...
When you fish for love, bait with your heart, not your brain
I gave you my heart ...
- Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
- It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
- Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
- It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Labels: Orientation
what we could have been, 9:25 pm.
Friday, January 19, 2007
Memories are very precious to people's lives. They give us the opportunity to prove to ourselves that we exist, and if we lose them, we have an unrelenting fear of uncertainty. You must listen to me, the humans that are living here and now in the present are made of more than just memories of the past. I myself don't even know who I am; I don't have a single solitary memory about myself, but I don't believe anyone took them from me. I most likely erased them of my own free will. I was the one who made that choice, I made it for myself; so I can live in the present and the future, because I must go on believing there is a me! Angel! I know that I will never lose the you that is now a part of my memories. The you that met me and the conviction you had in what you felt you needed to do. The you that loved yourself more than anyone else ever could. I'll never forget this woman named Angel who once loved herself, yet was filled with such a doubt. You must stop denying your own existence; you have to live as a human being
what we could have been, 8:34 pm.
Sunday, January 14, 2007
There are no whole truths: All truths are half-truths.It doesn't matter what is the truth in my heart as long as it is your choice it is all that it matters.
It doesn't matter where you go in this world. There will always be corruption and inequality. It is not only human nature, but the way of nature its self. It is completely unavoidable. Happiness comes from having the courage to change the world to suit you, the wisdom to change your self to suit the world and knowing how much of each is necessary.
To me nothing in this world is unfair because each and everything in the world all got the cause and effect .... that is what i truly believe.
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things
are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...
if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple
because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own........
when you least suspect it,
or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had,
but that other person was too afraid to let you ?
Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid to care too much...
for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger .
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back
and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love...
you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone...
they would never be there?
*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow...
and you never got to tell them how you felt?
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever...
and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say
I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die.
I want to tell you that you are a friend.
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next,
and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say,
even if I never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you ,
Labels: Orientation
what we could have been, 5:11 pm.
Saturday, January 13, 2007
In this uncertain space between birth and death … we need hope as surely as we need food and water, love and friendship. The trick, however, is to remember that hope is a perilous thing, that it's not a steel and concrete bridge across the void between this moment and a brighter future. Hope is no stronger than tremulous beads of dew strung on a filament of spider web, and it alone can't long support the terrible weight of an anguished mind and a tortured heart. For me hope has never been a problem ever since i was born ... Having Hope is my personal motto and giving hope to others ia what i want to achieve .... Have Faith ... Have Hope ...
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love". ~ Neil Gaiman
I know i post this quote before but i want to say that no matter how painful it is i will not give up ... all i need is some approval from the angel of my life ...
what we could have been, 12:25 pm.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
For the past 4 days i not only see a new world born but i see a total of 47 worlds born int his new world...
This is seriously the happiest period of my 17 years of miserable life ... i own it to all the ppl in Og 12 the are the magician that created the magical touch to this orientation ... For that i want to thank them....
For all my fellow Ogls you guys rox too ... everytime when i am down oyu guys will lift me up haha thanks a lot for that ....
2 special person to thank ... Shi Ying and Joy ... i want to thanks Shi Ying because she really did a good job being the leader for the Og ... even though i any-o-how appointed her as the leader, she did not shun away from it , for that i wan to thank her too. As for joy i want to thank her for all the work put into doing all the photos and uploading them. I know it is hard work she did it with little complains...
To everyone else ... remember always the time we shared, the fun that we had.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.
We are still here for you...
Labels: Orientation
what we could have been, 8:45 am.
Monday, January 01, 2007
Nowadays i have been so busy with life that i did get the chance to blog about my own life at all. All the time i have been wondering if my life has been a successful one or not ... trust me, it is the hardest question that i have ever tried to solve ....Faith is to believe what you do not see; the reward of this faith is to see what you believe
I have been watching this show(1 litre of tears) on you tube and it touched me deeply.... sometimes even when it seems hopeless to believe in anything because you just knew it that it is some sort of impossible to happen.... well believe in it anyway... even though the result of your faith may just be some disappointment , it doesn't even matter because at least you knew what you really wanted and you worked for it ... I still remember what the actress said when she was forced to leave her dream school to go to some disabled school.... she said in front of the class that for her to be able to be smiling in front of the class when telling them the decision that she made... she must have at least cried 1 litre of tears .... this just makes me wonder, is it worth it to be strong when you meet crisis, is it worth it to smile even though you know that none of the thing seems to be going right, is it worth it to be hide everything in your heart so that the people will not cry with you.... i don't know . i cannot answer it myself.
Lately i am pretty much crazy over stand up comedy. The one that really left me a deep deeo impression is a show by Carlos Mencia.
He said that people just argue over stupid things... like a couple can argue over who to switch off the lights before they sleep or which television programme to watch ... this all seems senseless to argue over ... but they argue over it nevertheless... when night falls no efforts have been made to salvage anything because you knew there is always tomoro to patch things up... when morning comes and things are still bad ... you went off to work with out the usual goodbye kiss .. but it didn't bother you much because you know that there is always tonight... you know that tonight you can still make things right again ... but who knows ... so happen just so happen ... that day you happen to be at the 90th floor in that 911 building when it all happens ... the last thing you wanted to do is to call your loved ones to tell him or her that you are sorry and you really missed last night ...
Live life with no regrets ... because sometimes ... Just sometimes
what we could have been, 11:10 am.
