Sunday, October 26, 2008
It might be all little gal's dream to be able to hold a helium balloon while holding hands with someone who truly loves and cares for her.
Usually this lucky guy would have to be her dad.
when this little gal grow up, and she is no longer a little gal, she won't be holding on to her dad's hands anymore but she will want to hold on to a guy with similiar quality...
when this little gal grow old , she would dream about the times when she was holding on to that balloon and, of course, the person holding on to her hands that that moment.
For some, they might have to recall what happened at that paticular moment when the guy that truly loves and cares for her give her the balloon.
But for the gal that i am talking about ... she doesn't have to recall because i will be here to tell remind you of how much i love you ....
what we could have been, 10:10 am.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
ive got a very bad feeling that somebody's gonna kill me.. soon(=
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what we could have been, 8:58 pm.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Smile more ....
when you smile, you can make me melt...
melt into you.
what we could have been, 10:07 pm.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
welcome to the real world ....
my real world
what we could have been, 10:59 pm.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
雨停下的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺.
灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
被淋湿的天空.
灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺.
灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走.
分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后.
我能承受.
在最后的出口.
在爱过哪儿才有.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里.
不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.
能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪.
让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...
你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该.
不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆...
what we could have been, 6:19 pm.
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
I need sometime in Peace ... i need to think about what happened to myself ...
i don get angry easily de but to the one whom i love and care the most ... i actually got angry ... OMG what in the blue hell happened to me
...
kill me ...
OMG what happened to me ....
sorry dear ...
what we could have been, 10:49 pm.
Monday, October 06, 2008
hehe jus in case people were wondering about my previous post
everything is jus fine ...
"Love puts the fun in together,
The sad in apart,
The hope in tomorrow,
The joy in the heart.
you know what i mean .... =)
what we could have been, 7:13 pm.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
why ... why do you have to do this to me ... has it been all my fault ... i jus want a chance to talk things out ....
why just why am i sitting here alone trying desprately to call every single number i have of you try to get your voice your sound ... any sound back into my receiver ...
you know i will be heart broken ... you know i will get depressed by what you have done ... but you did it anyway...
why why why... because i fell asleep ...
i tried ... it is 1:24 am now ... what can i say ....i really jus want to talk things out but my brain is shutting down ...
you know i called back immediately
you picked up the phone but you hang it up immediately ...
why why ... don do this to me
" no don do this to me" i said but sounds like my desprate cry isn't for anyone to hear ... all was lost and none was heard...
i regret ....
i regret trying to know why is she emoing
i regret trying to get to know why she don want to share that particular reason with me
i regret having to wake up so early every morning jus to go to my camp and yet tried to stay awake every night jus so thst i can talk to her ...
what can i do now
?
i called everywhere ... her phone ... her house ... her sisters ... what else can i do ...
all is lost at this hour ...
i cant ...
i can't sleep now ...
help me ....
i know i asked that if i am the guy you trust and believed in why can't you share the reason behind those sad and cold tone you are using ....
i know i asked if you prefer what you previous boyfriends did ... leave you alone ...
i know i doubted you ...
i am sorry ...
i purely wanted to share her grief but ended up adding more to what is already there ...
am i useless? ...
who/what am i ........
"NO,DON'T DO THIS TO ME"
what we could have been, 1:19 am.
