
alright i am probably bad at this now it has been so so long ever since i updated my blog hmmm anw now i have the whole house to myself .. something that i really looked forward to ecer sinced my mum told me about her plan of going back to china and leaving me in singapore alone.
it sounds like a really cool idea at first until the something that slipped my mind hit me hard in the face .... HOUSEHOLD CHORES omg ... now then i realised why my mum always grumble when she is doing her chores ... i cant believe after 1 whole day of work(anw i am working as an account assistant now hmmm lousy pay and busy like hell), i still have the do the laundry and (sometimes) iron my formal clothes for work tomor. oh well so mush so for days without parents beside me.
i have been thinking a lot about my grandparents lately ... like how they raised me up when i was young and my parents have to work ... liek how i use to whine for things and they always buy it for me even though their pay is so humble ... like how they literally stocked up a whold balcony fill with food(it winter so food don spoil even if stored outside) just because i am going back for new year for the first time in 14 years. i also thought of my great grandma who taught me how to read and write when i was still in kindergarten. now time not only took away my great grand ma but also caught up with my grandparents ... how i wish i can stop time ... so that perhaps one day i can show them my success and make them proud ... i know to them i am already the best grandson they can ever have and i am grateful to have grandparents like them ...
That is when she told me that she will always be here for me ... just like they were ...
what we could have been, 2:52 pm.